my brother in bilbao

so thursday night jack and serena asked me to spend the night since we'd be going to the coca cola factory early friday. so i did. plus, i didnt feel like being in the house all alone with the new roommate. so friday we went to the coke factory and jack came back home with me, met dave and we went to get my brother from the airport. we were a little late because there was some sort of accident so we got there kind of late. coming back sucked because traffic was backed up! i got home and had to hurry to go meet my intercambio. i left rafa talking with dave and his girlfriend while i went to chat with this girl. it was a little awkward because im not good at one on one conversations with strangers. she looks really young and has very short hair! kindda like boy hair. she's a physics major, so i dont think i'll be meeting up with her often because she has class like all day.

anyway, friday we all went to a cidreria and got in at about 930pm. we had cider till midnight. everyone was pretty drunk except me. my brother like always, got pretty drunk. when we were coming back to my town, he jumped over the metro thingy, so he didn't scan through, i was so mad and kept calling him an idiot. and he kept giving me nuggies, so i was sooo mad. then in the metro i kept telling him to shut up cuz he was being annoying and loud, and he yelled at me! he was in my face telling me shit (not loud) and the lady in front of us was just staring on looking all scared. nikki said rafa was really cool, and i guess the people we went to the cidreria with liked him, but then we have the ones that think they're the shit that would just stare at my brother like wondering who he was. i hated that, i wanted to beat their ass and tell them my brother is a million times better, even if he can be loud and obnoxious!

saturday we walked around bilbao. we were supposed to go on this long walk along the beach/hills, but somehow decided on going to bilbao. i felt bad though because my brother kindda wanted to go to the guggenheim, but we didn't...just the outside. because we walked around too long and took forever. we got back home at like 9pm and we were starving! i made dinner for all of us (me, my brother, jack, and serena) and didn't leave till almost midnight. we went to jose's house, and it was LAME! they were smoking weed and there were like 6 people. kevin was talking to my brother most of the time. then me, will, and my brother left to catch the metro and met up with sheri at some gayyyy concert! i was getting so mad at the drunk people! it was probably in support of eta or some shit. but on our way back, will came with me and my brother...the metro's power went out! it wouldn't go forward, so we had to back up into the previous stop an switch trains. i was worried thinking it was some terrorist attack, but we were fine.

today we did do the 2 hour walk and i wanted to take him to eat at this basque restaurant, but it was closed, so we had nasty chinese food. but before that, we ate pizza...so we were fatties for the day :] i took him to the airport at like 6, dropped him off at the bus station so he could catch the 655 bus. right now, 930pm, he should be flying back to london. as much as he irritates me and we fight, i miss him! i can imagine when my sister leaves, im gonna be all bummed out for like weeks! but the good thing will be that i'll only have a month once she leaves. im really dying to leave right about now. besides my roommates being assholes, i hate being alone. i just miss home and being with my parents. all this petty drama pisses me off and i miss real mexican food, and texting, and just the way things are...but mostly the comfort of being in my own house with people i love. i miss my friends from back home. they never judged over stupid shit, and they didn't try to hard to be liked by other people. unzzel is so dumb sometimes i think twiggy is a better person than her! i also kindda miss her and her stupid talks! but man, i cant believe i miss home so much! im still making the best of it here, but its hard when such assholes surround you! just one week till spring break!

handle it biotch!

so lately i've been super upset. aside from the situation with my dad, there's been some other shady shit going on back in my apartment. as i told my sister, my roommates are self centered. i dont get them. pinches hipocritas! like one minute they're all cool with me, then the next they go whisper in each others rooms. wtf! i thought of my cousin, the so called gangster one...when he'd go up to people and be all in their face saying "lets handle it then!" and want to fight them haha...but how my sister said, next time i notice them being all fucked up like that, im just clearly gonna tell them if they have something to say, to not be little bitches and just say it to my face. but i guess if whats her face is at the apartment, im gonna ask her to tell me what happened saturday night...coming straight from her mouth. is 1. she made me leave...i got my rebuttle. if 2. she says i left on my own...i once again have my rebuttle. point being, you NEVER let a drunk girl go home ALONE...especially not in the metro where you can easily go the wrong way. but enough about that, i just dont want her being all shady and rolling her eyes when i talk...or facing the other way when im in the room. i hope i can be a little badass like my grandpa that would smack people in the face for not soluting the flag...i just hope i can stand my ground and not shed a tear like i usually do...damnit! im a Monar... i should not be a little bitch!

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i want to go home. i hate living here and i hate my roommates.

get your own shit!

i swear i hate my roommates sometime. well roommate. unzzel was sick yesterday so we decided to stay in...me cuz well, i didn't feel like calling anyone up to see what there was to do since the metro only runs till 2am....not enough time for me. so i cooked at like 930, but only i ate. then i watched some movies and went to bed at like 2. at 4:45 i hear B of all people! he's talking super loud, almost as if he was in my room talking in the middle of the day. then i hear farrel's friend ness being super loud and giggly. then farrel with his loud ass drunk voice. whatev, i still tried to sleep. no luck. i decided i'd go into the kitchen, where they were, to ask them to be a little bit quieter. they were super loud and were like "oh im sorry!!!" and farrel's cooking something and he's even louder saying "sorry sorry!"

i feel bad for our neighbors. now i know why the lady above us lets her kids run around the house like wild horses. but then! i wake up at 10am cuz once again, those 3 are being loud. i guess they're taking ness somewhere before she leaves? idk but when i went into the kitchen to put my blankets to wash (oh man! i'll talk about that one in a little bit!) i notice the trash is overflowing. there's a carton of eggs. i see inside and there's 8 used eggs in there! wtf?! i got soooo mad! farrel used 8 eggs last night to make his stupid food. first of all, if they were his, i wouldn't have said shit. he used the 3 i had left in my carton, and 5 from unzzel! we buy the eggs, yet he can use them? hell fucking no! i also buy the sandwich stuff, but somehow it always disappears. now, i know i might sound all selfish...but shit is so expensive here! fuckin loaf of bread is like $3 if not a little more. the 10 pieces of turkey breast is another $2.50...the eggs are probably the same, if not more. farrel only buys shit he needs for the day. it pisses me off because i'm wasting my money on shit he eats. no. my parents have ONE child in spain, not THREE. i understand my parents send me money once a month (not what they're supposed to send...but what i need i guess) and i had $4000 saved up, but if i would have known my parents and myself would have to be paying for the other people i'd be living with, i wouldn't have come. i havent really bought the necessities here, because i want farrel to buy the shit. but i just dont know how to go about it. i kindda hint at it, but he doesn't get it.

and about the sheets? for some reason i keep getting these bug bites on my legs. they're like sancudo bites, just smaller. well thursday morning i woke up with 2 bites on my hand...then yesterday i woke up itching my legs...then last night after i got woken up, i kept feeling all these bites all over my legs. i have about 7 of them...5 on one leg...2 on my foot. its gross. so i was all paranoid last night. i woke up this morning washing ALL my bed sheets and flipping my mattress around haha. idk what the fuck it is, but they better not be bed bugs!