i can't argue for shit

so since serena's friends got here last week, she's been sooo annoying! she thinks she knows everything and she just leaves me out of shit. i dont mind that cuz we all do it when we're around our good friends. but im just so sick of it. wednesday at this school dinner for the cooking class, i made a comment, speaking like a moron, and said "he speaks english very good"...meaning "he speaks very good english" and annie corrected me by saying "well"...and serena adds "apparently you dont" and laughs. then she starts ignoring me out of nowhere and just being the bitch that she is. so whatevs. we were supposed to go watch a bullfight in madrid on sunday night, but she decided to go on thursday instead without letting me know. then in portugal, she kept bugging me because she kept talking about cristiano ronaldo and how if she met him, it would be a set deal and he'd wanna get with her...she would just look at me like expecting me to say something. and when i'd mention how good looking he is she'd say "you can't talk...you called him a cry baby"....like he isn't?! im sorry but just because you like him DOES NOT mean you don't see how much of a damn cry baby he is in games. being a cry baby does not mean he sucks...cuz hell, he's fuckin amazing! but anyway, she kept asking people about him...like they were supposed to know everything about him because he's portuguese. then it bugged me when she'd say "oh he's from MEH-DEE-RAH....bitch, it's MAH-DAY-RAH....read it right...Madeira...not Madeera....

she was rude and wouldn't be all "engetata" and not say anything at times. so whatever. then SHE set a time for sushi...but i was supposed to bring the expensive wraps like always...she calls me at 730 "are you coming? (i say no and she says...) well i just wasted 2 and a half hours waiting for you for nothing. we have everything ready and just waiting for the sushi wraps. you said 5 because you were gonna bring stuff over...blah blah blah" so i got mad because 1, she better not be talking to me in that tone of voice; 2, she's not my mom to yell at me; and 3...she's YOUNGER than me! so i got home, pissed as hell...grabbed the sushi wraps and stuff she needed...i marched over to her apartment and threw the stuff at the table and said "there! that's what you've been waiting for for 2 and a half hours right? there!" and it just went on and on...obviously, we all know i can't argue without getting choked up and cry because i can't get my points across...but THEN! jack and sheri ganged up on her too....it was sad. i was upset. but damn...according to jack (which by the way is not a reliable source) he told me how serena was talking shit about our spring break trip. how me an my sister, the ones that knew french would always make her do everything...and then how "mommy and daddy" paid for our whole trip...bitch pissed me off! but i still felt bad that everything got blown out of proportion. and i know all this shit is gonna blow up in my face either today or tomorrow. but fuck it!!!

and ohh! now, just right now...we got home at 4, and they were all gonna go to the beach, and annie said i had to go. so i come home and tell brick wall to wait while i shaved my legs. well the fucker kept yelling for me to hurry up and go. when we left, like 10 minutes later, he decides to walk all fast and take a different turn. i asked where he was going and he said the bank. so i said i'd wait at the metro and he yells "yeah cuz i waited for you all fuckin day and you can't even wait for me" so i said "i said i'd wait in the fuckin metro,...you know what, FUCK YOU!" and walked home. he better not think he can come in my room and try to talk to me...i'll kick his ass...motherfucker!

19.

soooo! i had told my sister about the weekend and how i was blamed for no one hanging out with one of the girls. and how on monday she comes up to me and says "i was told you said i blew you off"...well who said that? take a wild guess? YES! JACK! i thought he stopped with that bullshit, but apparently he's still that way. just goes to show he's a 19 year old IMMATURE guy (girl? lol)....i dont know about those two (jack and serena) because they say one thing, and then they change it up. whenever they have to take responsibility about something they said, they ALWAYS say it was me. good thing this girl came up to me and talked about it, and she told me it was jack who said it, so i told her HE told me that in MY apartment after he talked to her roommate. so whatever. i have like 3 weeks left with them as "friends"...so whatevs. i just wanna go home to MY non-friends (aka twiggy lol)...which reminds me, idk if i should call her to say happy birthday. she's been shady and in love with her mexican rich girls, so i might say "i tried calling" but actually don't. idk...i might just not even talk to her when i get back home....i should start by taking her off my top friends huh...haha

marranitos

i have like 10 minutes before my class starts...so lets get at this before everyone from the program gets on the computers....

my roommates are pigs! no lie...i think they're part piggies because they dont like to clean after themselves...nor are they very hygienic. they leave dishes out (as you saw in my pictures) and they dont clean the stove or the bathroom. they rely on me to buy all the shit for around the house. but what did i do? i said fuck you and didn't do shit for the weekend. i left to serena and jack's house for pretty much the whole time. i noticed when i came home that there was no toilet paper. so i went in my room, grabbed some that i had and went potty....the following day (friday) i noticed there wasn't anymore...so i felt bad and put one of the rolls i had since brick wall had his "loaded wifey" in town....friday afternoon-ish it ran out. saturday there wans't any...ui figured he'd go buy some since sunday everything is closed. what happened? NOTHING! i had 5 rolls in my room, but i thought i would be mean and not put any in the bathrooms because, well, i bought 24 rolls after spring break. FUCK YOU! so i didn't. lazara went yesterday and bought 12...she just gave me this look when i got home at 8 last night. whatevs bitch, how bout i give you that look when you eat all my cheese and buy nasty ass chorizo for lunch meat!

it's gotten to the point where i hide all my shit. my closet has: a loaf of bread, black pepper, tortillas, oreo cake mix, soup, oranges, rice, and sushi making stuff. i don't give a fuck really. call me immature...i'll call you moochers for eating my shit and never buying anything. assholes...rot in hell bitches!!! and one more thing, never, and i mean NEVER am i living with guys (that aren't my husband lol)....this weekend, i didn't sleep in my apartment for this reason...but saturday i just wanted my bed. welllll i couldn't sleep because someone was in there having sex...and lazara wasn't home. so now all i hear about is: "oh mann! i didn't know she had only been with one guy...but fuck! she fucked me in the guggeinheim!" im sure she lovessss you now for telling all your friends asshole!


soooo sick of them and can't wait to come home and never see them again!

welcome to my pigsty, i mean, apartment.

(i had to hide my food)

So, i haven't been home (like sleep in my bed) since tuesday. wednesday i slept at vince's, thursday and friday at serena and jack's. brick wall had his loaded wifey come from london for the weekend, so i figured he'd want the house to himself....so whatever. lazara missed her flight ::evil laugh:: thursday, so she left friday. i came home friday and noticed the sink was full of dishes and pans. i just came home and noticed THE SAME dishes are in the sink. i dont get it. he's trying to marry this girl, but he doesn't even CLEAN the damn apartment! dirty ass!

thennnnn last night, there was shit said because i told sheri that her friend tamalito ate half of my sushi when she wasn't invited to the dinner. so tamalito yelled at jack (waited till me and serena left). so whatever, she changed the conversation when serena called her out. then at 4am we're woken up by drunken sheri being all loud. jack came out of his room and asked her to shut up since we were sleeping, and sheri said no. so jack started going off on her and almost made her cry. he called her a little bitch and now they're not friends haha...it was hilarious!

now, as my sister brought to my attention, i hope they don't go talking shit and throwing me in it like always. which i know they will...and what am i gonna do? take it, but be truthful about it. if serena says something about "wtf, why are you talking shit" i'll say "like you haven't? you said i started calling sheri names" blah blah blah...i got shit on all of them just like they might on me...

ohhh! what i wanted to tell you anomalie....i found out that when lazara was in amsterdam, she tried bringing back some weed. well the idiot wrapped it in aluminum foil and when she went through security it went off. she got patted down and the lady was like "give me the packet out of your pocket" they took her in the back, and lucky for her in holland they don't do much to you about that...but she couldda gotten in trouble for drug smuggling. guess you shouldn't mess with that shit dumbass!

that's it?

so these famous little dinners my roommates like to have = LAME SHIT!

my mom and sister called me yesterday at around 7 while lazara decided to cook these overly greasy potatoes and jamon serrano (the raw looking shit)....i had told my sister i wasn't invited like always...but once lazara got home, it's like she sensed that i knew it wasn't cooking class afterall, and she invited me. i said no because i had a presentation to do today, and she still urged me to go...so i gave in and went. turns out, i think she invited me simply because she couldn't open doors since she was carrying the platter thing. but whatevs, i went.

we got to smarty-pant's place and "brick wall" was there with annie, cutting stuff up. soap was the drink police, so he was watching. i felt guilty because i didnt bring anything, so i wasnt eating. tamalito served me some wine (which was gross and i only drank that one cup within the whole night...hurt me to finish it also!) and they gave me some food to taste. taco shop and his girl showed up and made some bomb ass food (this crab meat salad thing with cilantro, green onions and lime...and breaded fish...yummmmm). we ate, then started to play some games. they were playing this quarters game...but i didn't want to because it involved you drinking ALL your cup if they put a quarter in there. so then afterwards we played king's cup, but never finished it.

i guess lazara had TOO much to drink because she was stumbling everywhere. by the time taco shop and his roommates left, i decided i should leave too because it's like an hour and a half walk. when i told trev to leave, lazara bitches about taking a taxi. me and brick wall walk into the room she fell asleep in and tried convinving her to walk with us. i give in and say i'll take a taxi with her since i have 15€ on me....but brick wall says no and brings out pillows. trev is gone, so i can't walk home alone now. so fuck it, i slept on the couch. brick wall SWORE he would wake up at 7 because he needed to go home and get his hw to go to class (he got a d last quarter! hahahaha...go to class dipshit, they weren't lying about that being most of your grade). i set my alarm at 7, woke up...no one else moved. i reset it for 710....no one woke up. by that time brick wall's alarm is going off, but he won't reset it. so i walked in there and told him to get up because he needed to go to school (yeah! im such a mom!) but he just made some stupid noise and shooed me away. i woke up lazara, but she said to give her a minute.

i sat in the kitchen till 745. at that time i thought, i gotta find my way back...i have to catch the 940 bus. then i remembered, lazara has a plane to catch at 1230. so i walked back to her room and said "hey...im leaving. if you want to come, im going now"...she woke up and asked about brick wall...but we knew he wouldn't show. so we left.

i napped for like 40 minutes, got up, threw on a hat and left.

i always thought these damn dinners would be better...but im glad i wasn't missing out. i just missed out on that show about sex...i forgot what it's called...cuestion de sexo or something....i haven't watched los hombres de paco anymore :[

30 days.

just 30 days till i go home! i loveeee it!

my bestie got laid off, so she's picking me up and dropping me off when i get and leave LAX. im excited and cant wait!

last night was odd...lorenza actually talked to me and invited me to have dinner with her and the other friend. weird i know! but i still dislike them. i'll talk to them only when i HAVE to.

i can make sushi now, so im gonna overdose with that back home.

one month. i can do it!

im all alone

wote this last night

my sister left today. I have 34 days left here, and I know the next 32 are gonna be horrible! As soon as I stepped into my apartment after dropping my sister off, I started bawling. How could I not, she kept me sane and was the reason I didn’t cry. I miss her like crazy! I wish I would be going home too. My roommates make my life hell! I went to serena and jack’s house at like 7 and got home at 130am (its 153), and as soon as I walk in, I see there’s a light on. I walked over to my room, and sathe light was coming from farrell’s room. Guess who’s in there? "lazara", all cuddled up next to him (they’re not cuddling together, they’re just sitting next to each other) watching some movie. Right now, they’re watching something else talking all loud drinking other people's vodka that they left here.
Once I got back from the airport, at like noon they called lazara to invite her to go over jose’s house for brunch. Once I got to serena’s place, we cooked and later on, jack came out and told us how they weren’t planning on inviting lazara, but they knew she had weed so they called her for it. I guess my other roommate davide sells her some. But they’re so gay! She sees how they use her, but she’s still all up in their ass. And farrell, I wont even talk about him. He acts all nice, but then he favors lazara for everything, so he can suck it!
Im just so sick of everyone and everything. Once I go home, that’s the end of all these little fuckers! I doubt I’ll keep in touch with any of them! Maybe katie, will, lauren, possibly serena and jack (even if they lie, make shit up, and exaggerate everything). My roommates, they can get alcohol poisoning and get ran over by a dump truck.