fuck you

im about ready to kick someone's ass & just go home! last night i was with serena the whole time & i guess unzzel, jack, and sheri went out to look for costumes. well as soon as i told serena, she knew something was up. they got back with a box of bacardi (a bottle of it, some tonic water, & mint leaves for mojitos) and they're acting all weird with me and serena. ok whatever. when we were heading to the mexican kid's house, i guess sheri started talking to serena asking about the things she had told jack about her. apparently jack told sheri that serena was talking shit. so when serena told me at mexican kid's house, i KNEW jack must have told unzzel i was a bit frustrated in barcelona. then i hear unzzel bitching with sheri and some other kid about how i kept pouring drinks..basically bitching that i was using THEIR bacardi. seriously, wtf!? i dont bitch when they eat my fuckin food i BUY and they just buy fuckin cereal and lettuce! i was sooo pissed! thats when i knew i was back in fuckin high school cuz of jack being a gossip girl!

then later, i stopped drinking the damn bacardi....i just had one halfassed drink. anyway, farrell asked me if i wanted to head back home to go to some bar across the river. and me being the kind stupid bitch that i am said "no, i have my stuff at serena's place, plus i dont want to leave unzzel by herself." so he leaves with some of the other girls. when it's time for everyone else to leave, i tell unzzel if she wants to come with me to serena's house (no lie, 2 blocks away) to get my metro card & some money.....you know what she tells me? "i dont want to walk more than i have to. you'll be fine. im not going"

FUCK YOU!!!!! when she felt like there was a freakin need to walk a million blocks in barcelona cuz she didn't know where she was going, i didnt bitch about "ayyy i dont want to walk more than i have to".....chinga tu madre babosa estupida!

so then jack said he forgot his wallet & i said i was going back. but when me & serena start walking off, jack bounces off with unzzel and the new people they decided were their bffs....so me & serena said fuck it & walked off alone. then jack bounces back & asks why we're mad. then he looks at me & said "you're mad....i don't believe you're ok how you say...tell me whats wrong." big red light....nunca jamas le vuelvo a decir algo a ese pinche rejolinero! so i walked in with serena & sat on her bed as jack came back asking if we were mad at him. when he left both of us knew he was gonna bounce back & tell sheri & unzzell "uuuuu! they're mad!" then start slabbing on a thousand pounds of bullshit!

like an hour later farrell calls my cell..."WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?!" with this panicked voice. i told him i was at serena's & he's like "omg! me & unzzel were so worried.....dont walk home....stay there because you're NOT walking home alone" yeah suck it mamones....muy pinches preoucupados si me dejan como una mensa sin metro pass para que no vaya a ningun pinche lado. vayan a chingar a su madre malditos!

so that was that. i slept on the couch cushions on serena's floor. woke up at 1030 & left back home. todos los pendejitos estaban dormiditos, y yo haciendo mucho ruido para que les doliera mas la cabeza por su pinche borrachera.

i still can't believe how fuckin fake some people can be. but whatever. haber quien cuida a la pinche de unzzel cuando se emborrache. im not doing anything for anyone anymore!!!!

good thing im going to spring break with serena...she's not the partying girl. speaking of....we wanted to do trip 2, the one where we go to london. i think we get there the 15 & leave the 17 in the morning....so you and our brother can go watch the march 15th game then you come with us the 17th. or we can possibly leave barcelona a day early so you can get to london and watch the march 30th game. whatever you wanna do. just remember to buy like a duffel bag & pack it in with your suitcase cuz i doubt you wanna be carrying a suitcase as we go back and forth through the cities (even if its just to a hostel)....but como quieras. i think im just gonna ship that huge jacket & my heels with you so i wont have to carry them. so if you wanna bring 2 suitcases, its up to you :]
i just dont know how you'll do it with the stuff you're supposed to bring me or take back with you....just think of whats better for you....